There are quite a few things that "Fertile Until Proven Otherwise" Holly created that have lately been torturing "Infertile Until Proven Otherwise" Holly.
1. Pinterest Boards: Not one, but two! "My Biological Clock is Ticking" and the hidden "Baby Mama Drama" boards are full of nurseries, tips, etc.
2. Etsy Favorites: There are announcements, outfits, nursery decor and so much more.
3. Name lists: They're in my phone and in a notebook. The notebook is especially bothersome because we narrowed down so many options after IUI #1.
4. Plans in General: My Type A/OCD personality has so many plans, ideas and schedules. Ugh to not having control!
I toy with the idea of deleting it all, but I know it won't erase the frustration. For now I just avoid them. And on a brighter note, I made it through a whole funeral without any baby questions.... First time I've found a reason to celebrate a funeral lol.
Friday, the 6th is our next scan. All prayers and happy thoughts are welcomed and appreciated! Come on dud ovary, you can do it ;)
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