Dear Nugget,
Today should be filled with booties, camera flashes, oohs and aahs, and more importantly you should be in our arms. Instead it's filled with tears and hurt, as it's now another date that reminds us that we'll never hold our sweet babies until heaven.
You were in and out of our lives very quickly, but in those few weeks, I was your Mommy. I started loving you and building hopes and dreams for you. My precious baby, it breaks my heart that you're not here with us.
As we've worked to accept our childless life on this side of heaven, there are days when the sadness is overwhelming. Slowly though, we're healing.
You're getting a cousin this year. I will always wish that you and Doodle were here to be big cousins to Logan. Seeing him grow through ultrasounds and hear his heartbeat at appointments is the most amazing thing; how I long that your stories had been ones of such happiness and joy.
As you spend your due date in heaven, I pray your Grandma is holding you tight. I love you my sweet second baby. I'll hold you in my heart always.
Love
Mommy
