I feel like I'm slowly getting back to the point where I want to blog. For a long time, I felt like I honestly couldn't blog because I refused to admit the things I felt and thought. I don't plan to rehash them, but know they weren't my proudest moments.
Right now, we're in limbo. We took some major time off so I could focus on getting healthier and improving my body to hopefully grow a little body. I'm happily no longer obese (just overweight haha) and feel like a new woman.
We're gearing up to explore our options again. We're getting a second opinion in February (hopefully sooner if there's a cancellation). I'll start tracking again soon too.
Two of my fellow infertiles are pregnant right now, and I'm determined to be number three! I'm honestly so excited for them...they've fought hard for their miracles! I'm trying to stay realistic, but it's so hard. 35 is moving in fast....the dreaded age *sigh*
In the meantime, I'm loving life as an aunt and I've resisted the urge to kidnap him. I think I deserve a cookie (or baby) for that!
We'll see what the future holds...
