Gag Me Now - A Look Back

With my other pregnancies, I've only been nauseated once and I didn't know I was pregnant at the time. 

This time, I've prayed for morning sickness, simply because in my mind, it means things are going well.  Warped I know.

Anyway, things that make me gag right now (these change hourly):

-Mornings
-The idea of cooked bell peppers
-The idea of peeled hard boiled eggs
-The woman who changed a dirty diaper on a bench at the mall
-Cooking
-Raw meat
-Anything else with a smell

Pretty exciting stuff!

Anyway, 6 weeks today! Longer than my chemical and my ectopic, getting closer to passing my 1st.  Come on baby!

Questionnaires - A Look Back

How far along? 8 weeks, 5 days

Total weight gain/loss: Up 5lbs – doc says eat more calories, I listen!

Maternity clothes? No, but my jeans are officially too small.        

         

Stretch marks? Old ones

Sleep: I love sleep.   I sleep a lot!!   The dreams are crazy vivid. 

Best moment this week: Realizing I am further along than I have ever made it before.

Have you told family and friends: A select few

Movement: Nope

Food cravings: French fries, fruit, pepperoni, and of course I am dying for hot dogs and lunch meat.

Anything making you queasy or sick: The idea of cooking…Everything smells horrid.  The idea of cooked bell peppers can send me gagging! Don’t even get me started on the taste of bloody pennies in my mouth!  Thankfully my meds have helped the nausea so so much.
 
Have you started to show yet: Progesterone bloat

Gender prediction: Girl

Labor Signs: Dear Lord, please no.

Belly Button in or out? In.

Wedding rings on or off? On.  Only my feet get puffy

Happy or Moody most of the time: Kinda blah right now.  So nervous and don’t feel great.

Weekly Wisdom: Enjoy this!

Milestones: Our next ultrasound is this week!

How far along? 13 weeks, 5 days

Total weight gain/loss: Scared to even get on the scale

Maternity clothes? No, but oh these pants are tight 

                

Stretch marks? Old ones

Sleep: I am going off the Unisom so very restless lately.

Best moment this week: Sex Reveal Party!!!!

Have you told family and friends: More and more….still not Facebook official.

Movement: Nope

Food cravings: Fruit, ice cream

Anything making you queasy or sick:  I can drink coffee again but don’t like to smell it brewing!
 
Have you started to show yet: Progesterone bloat

Gender prediction: It’s a GIRL!!!!!!    

Labor Signs: Dear Lord, please no.

Belly Button in or out? In.

Wedding rings on or off? On.  Still just rocking cankles

Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy!!!  Bought some baby clothes yesterday 😊

Weekly Wisdom: Just enjoy this…..no matter what happens, enjoy this day!

Milestones: Ultrasound, genetic counselor and high risk consultation tomorrow.  

  

How far along? 15 weeks, 5 days

Total weight gain/loss: I threw the scale away

Maternity clothes? Dresses….those are the answer.

                

Stretch marks? Old ones

Sleep: FitBit says I party all night. 

Best moment this week: Going public on having a girl!! 

Have you told family and friends: I’m screaming it from the rooftops.  Announcing our pregnancy has been everything I have dreamed of. 

Movement: Nope

Food cravings: Watermelon….all the time!!  Slum (cucumber and tomato salad)

Anything making you queasy or sick:  Thankfully, no.
 
Have you started to show yet: Yes, there is some extra pudge.

Gender prediction: It’s a GIRL!!!!!!    

Labor Signs: Dear Lord, please no.

Belly Button in or out? In.

Wedding rings on or off? On.  Still just rocking cankles

Happy or Moody most of the time: Happy!!!  Been having some nightmares about stuff happening to her so those scare me, but still enjoying this!

Weekly Wisdom: Rest….we’ve got a long way to go and I need rest!

Milestones: Baby is the size of an apple and she has a name!!  

What’s in a Name? - A Look Back

Naming a child is no easy task.  Mix in a wife who likes the unique and a husband who likes the plain, old-school and it is a recipe for disaster.  Oh, we had books and websites, and suggestions aplenty, yet nothing stuck. 

 

Let me back up 5 years.   We had a few names we could agree on…..some of those names died with our babies.   Other names, were used by friends and family.   Other names grew in popularity.  And other names were met with such a “what the heck are you thinking face” from our significant other, that we knew to drop them. 

When this baby started growing, we avoided picking names because we have learned to guard our hearts.  But then days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and suddenly, calling the baby Cuatro and Vamperina, seemed a little impersonal.  So, we set out on a mission.   We settled on our boy name so quickly….Anderson James Riggle.   We never wavered from that one.  Andy had a name.  But then we had to name a girl.  Mission impossible. 

We had our reveal party.   I knew it was a girl.   Not an ounce of me doubted that….but one tiny part thought, “Well, if it is a boy, at least he has a name!”  So, we had our reveal, and of course she is a girl, and I exclaimed, “She doesn’t have a name!”   We gave ourselves a deadline.  

We have been going back and forth all week.  Friends and family helping.  Arguing.  And Keith trying to convince me to go back to an old favorite.  Charlotte.   We would call her Charley.   Yet, I just couldn’t do it.   I tried calling her that at our ultrasound and it felt wrong.  I felt like I was talking to a friend’s baby who has the same name.  I felt disconnected in a way.  

With the clock ticking, I start searching Etsy, because the people of Etsy are creative ones.   And I see a name on a sign and underneath it says “My God Has Answered.”   I thought how pretty.   I would love to have that sign with our child’s name.  Then I notice the sign says Name Meaning Signs so off to Google I got to find the meaning of the name.   The name meant, “My God Has Answered.”   Cue the goosebumps.   I call my best friend and my sister, because I know I am going to need them on my team to battle the husband.   They are crying.  I message him to avoid hearing the sarcastic responses….and he likes it.   Almost the floor.

After a long 14 weeks, our daughter has a name……Eliana JoAnn Riggle. 

Eliana – Hebrew – My God Has Answered

JoAnn – Hebrew – God is Gracious

Cuatro - A Look Back

I had a hunch I was pregnant.  Wasn't late, just a feeling.  Decided to dig out expired old cheap tests.  Forgot about it and walked back in to toss it and saw the faintest color.  I'll let you in on a little secret....infertiles can see lines before 99.9% of the population can see lines.  It's our super power. 

Marched downstairs and thrust it in the husband's face, "Do you see anything?" and looked at him annoyingly.  Those are the magical pregnancy announcements I dreamed of.  1st baby got a gift and a card.  2nd baby got a Starbucks cup that said Daddy.  3rd baby got something cutesie.  This baby.... pee stick and cranky wife in the face.  Magical.

I continued to pee on random (expired) tests all weekend.  Monday morning I was at the clinic begging to be stabbed.  309.7.  Repeat on Wednesday 909.3.  Progesterone suppositories and ultrasound scheduled for 7 weeks.  And I'm left to freak out. 

Told my usual partners in crime.... again, nothing cute and fun.  No videoing... and strict instructions not to be excited.  I told my Dad on the phone.  Yeah, there's one for the baby books.

What's different this time?  I started the aspirin and progesterone earlier.  I'm trying to exercise more and stay hydrated.  And I'm nauseated.  Like green and gaggy.  I'm convinced it's a great sign, but wow it's fun. 

I feel robbed of the fun and excitement.  I'm still so incredibly guarded and realize this probably won't end well.  I'm still hoping and praying Cuatro will be in our arms soon. 

A Look Back (#2)

Random pictures from second pregnancy

Don't Blink

Um where did August go?   I feel like I blinked my eyes and there was September.  

The highlights:

Scott and Jenn came to visit. It was nice to see them and have them stay with us!

Jimmy Buffett concert with my sister.  A memorable time, as usual. 

Weddings and birthday parties. (missing some pics)

Father-in law turned 81

Mackel turned 80

Heidi turned 30

Uncle Bob came to visit. (not a single pic - we ate, we got pedicures, we gossiped!)

Perry's first football game of the season.

When did my kid grow up?!?!

Did some painting and redecorating in our master bathroom. Doing yellow decorations throughout. 

Clean eating challenge.  Keith thinks I am trying to make him a rabbit. 

Next up is my favorite time of the year....bring on the pumpkins, mums, cooler air and fall leaves!!!

Just Livin Life

Still alive over here.  No real excitement in life....just enjoying Summer and keeping busy.  I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Traded in the silver beast for a Subaru.  First new car I have ever owned and the husband gets to drive it.

Did a Davinci and Desserts night with coworkers and had a blast.  Watch out Bob Ross!

This is where we spend every spare moment when the sun is shining.

Don't judge.....this was our basement.  Yard sale happens this weekend.  After pictures to come.

When We Said I Do

2 years ago (on May 4) we said I do.   It's still one of my favorite days of my life.  There's no doubt in my mind that God made him just for me. 

It's hard to believe that 2 years have passed....I can't wait to spend forever with him. 

My plan is to return to the location of my favorite wedding photo each year to snap a picture.  Here's what we have so far.  Please note our photographers are usually my kiddo or my sister lol.

Out With The Old, In With The New

Well 2014, you’ve been a good year and you’ve been a hard year. In no particular order:

1. Celebrated 9 years at Mylan.
2. Riggle family vacation to Emerald Isle
3. MOHs and men vacation to Myrtle Beach
4.  Got diagnosed with Ankylosing Spondylitis (AS).
5.  Had my first IUI - BFN
6. Identified my Unicornuate Uterus and changed fertility treatment route.
7. Had my first BFP and celebrated being pregnant.
8. Missed miscarriage at 7/8 weeks. D&C
9. Traveled to Canada; Erie, PA and Philadelphia, PA for business trips
10. Paid off our student loans wooohoooo
11.  Celebrated our first wedding anniversary.
12. Celebrated Perry's golden birthday (8 on the 8th)
13. Landscaped our yard and our marriage survived it lol
14. Met two awesome ladies through infertility support groups. They both have become great friends and support.
15. The hubby got a new job that he'll start in 2015.
16. Healed and survived everything above

2015 - Resolutions

Get healthy - failed miserably in 2014 so let's try it again.

Get pregnant - get with it lady parts.

Get my car paid off and the PMI off our mortgage - the sooner these are done, the sooner I can beef up the 401K.

We will leave it at 3!   They're biggies!

Happy New Year, Blog Friends!

Past, Present and Future

Well 2013, you’ve been a good year and you’ve been a hard year. 

1. Celebrated 8 years at Mylan.
2. Wedding prep
3. The Big Day – I became Mrs. Holly Riggle
4. Honeymoon to Outer Banks
5. Family vacation to Myrtle Beach
6. Sold my townhouse.
7. Lived with Keith’s sister for a few months.
8. Bought our new place.
9. Sold my beater car and my Kia.
10. Bought the Honda.
11. Went to Utah with Uncle Bob.
12. Met Keith’s friends
13. Heidi got married
14. Whitney got married.
15. Celebrated our first holidays in the new house.
16. Learned a lot about marriage, parenting, dealing with an ex-wife, and so much more.
17. My normal heath issues: back, thumb, neck, lack of immune system.
18. April got married.
19. Finally made our new house a home.
20. Struggled with trying to become pregnant.

2014 - I’m not usually big on New Year Resolutions, but I’m going to give it a whirl this year.

1. Get healthy – I need to lose weight and get in shape.  We’ve started looking at elliptical machines and the South Beach Diet is calling my name.
2. Cook more healthy meals at home – I’ve gotten a lot better at this with our huge kitchen, but I need to move toward healthier recipes simultaneously.
3. Get pregnant – I don’t have much control over this one, but darn it we’ll be giving it our best.
4. Solve my mystery aching problem – I’ve got the doctor appointment scheduled; let’s see if they can solve the mystery.
5. Pay off Debt – don’t get me wrong, we live very responsibly.  We just have student loans that stress me out.  I’m planning to hit those puppies hard.  I’d also like to get our PMI knocked off the mortgage. 

Happy New Year, Blog Friends!!